When I was head pastor, I romanticized being an anonymous servant. I even prayed to be one.
Then I became pretty much an anonymous member of the church. No more high-flying ministry. Honestly, I didn’t like it too much.
God had to remind that I had prayed to become anonymous. If you’re not on the kudos list here on Earth, don’t despair. Just praise Jesus because you’ll be getting your reward in Heaven.