For Jared Tourse who got saved at 17, substituting the video game Call of Duty for pot-smoking was a smart way to fill his down time and not fall back into sin.
But what started innocuously enough – even appearing to be a healthy hobby – turned sinister a few years later when he got kicked out of college for poor grades in Cal Poly Pomona’s engineering program.
“That was a wakeup call,” Jared says. “I was throwing away the maturity and responsibility part of life. I was a boy. I liked being a boy even though I was in my 20s.”
For Jared, as for many American young men, video-gaming became an addiction, uncannily similar to drugs. He played obsessively from 9:00 p.m. to 4:30 a.m. while his life floated downriver without achieving anything notable. He was still a junkie, a video game junkie.
Today, Jared has kicked the habit. He is married, has four kids and pastors a church in Victorville, California. How he exorcized the bewitchment of video games from his life is a story that starts with a pair of lovely brown eyes.
When Karina walked into the church, Jared was mesmerized. He waited for nine months before asking her on a date. As they got to know each other, it became obvious that Karina was his soulmate.
Jared gave her a promise ring and, after months, started looking for an engagement ring.
Somehow, Karina got wind of it – and she gave him an ultimatum: “I’m not going to marry someone who sits on their butt and plays video games all day,” she told him. “If you’re serious about this, you need to sell your Xbox.”
Her words were piercing, confrontative but also lovingly truthful.
Ever since Call of Duty distracted him from the call to engineering, Jared was binge-playing.
He worked a “bum job” delivering Chinese food from 4:00 to 9:00 p.m. He munched free egg rolls and sipped Chinese tea between deliveries. His tips covered his energy drinks, a bag of Doritos and the Xbox live card for each night’s activity.
“I was content,” he says. “I was saved and serving God in some capacity, but I floated in life. When I got off work, that’s when my day started. I played video games at night every day until I heard my mom wake up and go to work at 5:30 a.m.
“I was respected on Call of Duty,” he adds.
He was close to earning the coveted Golden Dragunov sniper rifle that Call of Duty awards to gamers who achieve 150 kills by shooting the head of enemies.
“When you’re in the video game world, you feel you’re becoming something,” he says. “You feel like… Read the rest: video game addiction